Monday, August 16, 2010


I'm sorry everyone. I'm sorry if I've disappointed you. I'm just trying to figure out this serious love/hate relationship I have with blogging.

Love - I love you guys. I care what's going on with everyone and I've been keeping an eye on things even if you haven't seen me there. I love the connections that I know can be made here.

Hate - I have a twisted relationship with online life. The online community helped me become who I am... and who I am now is a lot less dependent on her computer. It actually makes me really anxious to hang out here too much; I feel 16 again. I started pulling away from the blogosphere/fandom a long time ago and I feel like my online persona is out of step with who I am out here.

As for why I cleared this out, I figured a fresh start wouldn't hurt.

Thoughts? I still have this WiP I want to do something with. If you guys are up for it, you're welcome to come along for the ride. I could use some help.